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I was walking my dogs today (something that I rarely do…) & I was minding my own business when I heard a man say “Excuse me.” I turn around thinking this person was going to ask for directions or something, but instead, he ended up asking if I was a part of Alpha Phi Omega (because I was wearing an APHIO tank). I said “Yes! Are you?” and he said he was a part of it in the Philippines. We small talked for a bit (I need to work on my small talk.. -__-) and he said he was in it since 1969. Holy shit. I asked if he still kept in touch with anyone, and he said “Of course!” That gave me hope :) & I really appreciate certain people that I’ve met through this organization. I have to cherish the times I get to spend with them because life will get in the way (as always) and we probably won’t be able to see each other as much. Gotta make the most out of this summer! ^__^

what. the. fuck.

and the man asked me, “Did you swallow a bunch of bricks??” :((( apparently I am wayyy too tense. T____T He told me to be as loose as a goose……..

I’m getting too old for all nighters. I feel like I’m going to pass out >__<

I realized I don’t want to just fuck around. I want the real thing. Call me old fashioned but I want to experience ‘true love’. I’m not the type of girl who would be ‘down’ to do anything with just anyone. I’m not easy. Not saying I judge when other people are like that, but I just don’t think that’s me. I think the right one will be worth the wait.

What’s the point of continuously checking if you’re online if I can’t even gather up the courage to talk to you -__-

I think I’m giving up before anything even starts. Jealousy is the worst T____T